So You Think You Can Dance

Confession...So You Think You Can Dance is one of my guilty pleasures. My best friend and I back home used to get so excited when a new season of the show started. As we're watching we used to wish we were dancers. This is one of my favorites:

One Year

So yesterday was the one-year anniversary for me and the bf. When its time for guys to be really sweet they choose not to and when its not the time for them to be sweet cause you're really annoyed with them, they choose to be sweet.

The following is part of the conversation we had:

Him: so do you know what's so great about having you in my life

Me: what

Him: that i have found that special person i want to annoy for the rest of my life :D

Me: if it's a mattering of annoying i can nominate a lot of other people for you

Him: can you?

Me: if annoying is the goal

Him: you know how can i drive you nuts :D

Me: yes...mmmm that's almost all the time

Him: yeah riggggghttt....ana ghalbaaaaaaaaaaaan

Me: you're what?!?!?!?!?!? yeah and i'm mother theresa

The bf decides to be really really sweet the last time we fought as I was near tears and wanting to punch him...hit him...you get the idea...

And guys think girls are hard to figure out..ha ha ha ha

My favorite person

So the last day of my vacation that person decided to come over to see my mom and I before we traveled. I'll be honest that I was not looking forward to it given all the drama that this person created for me but I did what I always do when I'm not looking forward to something I make sure I look extra good. To me it's a way of forcing myself to brighten up my mood going in line with "look good to feel good" motto.

A couple minutes before their arrival (yes she and family) I freshened up and put on a green mini-dress which to be honest was accented with my last vacation's tan and runner legs. Since I'm not the type of person that will engage in a drama and emotional filled match of words, I give my jabs non verbally.

I tried very hard to be cordial by having a conversation with everyone and when it was time to say good bye I made a move over to give a kiss and sincere good bye. To my surprise I received a very very cold and unwanted move to say good bye topped with a very rude face that she thought I didn't see. The reason that I say surprise is because when anyone looks at the facts I was the one that was insulted and wronged, what's the reason for all these ill-feelings towards me. The surprise came again when my brother tells me to log into his facebook account to check things she's been writing about me. I was presented with rude stuff od which include the following written at various times:

I feel like slapping someone a big slap!!

Treat others the same way you want others to treat you!!!!

likes knowing that someone isn't going to be around anymore isn't nice. people leave and people change (that was posted after leaving my house).

Needless to say that a few days ago she nearly caused another ruffle between me and the bf. When do people realize that they need to take responsibility for their own actions and not try to throw blame on others? So I hope the sarcasm comes across in this entry's title.

Vacation?

So I'm back from what was suppose to be a vacation and I say suppose to be a vacation for the following reasons:

1. Got a cold

2. Got food poisoning

3. Strained my back and had limited mobility

4. Had to deal with the drama that this person created and is still creating

5. Had a lot of ups and downs with the bf...yes bf...back together (I'm a sucker for giving second chances)

6. Mom got the flu

I have so much to write about but now that I'm sitting in front of the computer my mind decides to draw a blank. Stay tuned. I promise I'll write about all the juicy details from my supposed vacation.

Rough

Today is a rough day. My mind keeps rehashing everything that happened and thinking how could someone do something like that? Or how can someone think like that? What happen to taking responsibility for each person's actions? Since when is it ok to throw blame around?

I would give anything to go home right now. I'd be so happy if I could just go to the airport and get the next flight home.

Sadly surprised

I've been in town to spend time with family and see the bf. Before coming I wasn't as excited as I usually was to come and I guess that feeling was foreshadowing what was to come. I am sad to say that this person has ruined my relationship with the bf.

As the chain of events took place I was sadly surprised to see that I was terribly mistaken in my expectations of what I partner should be. I thought that a partner sticks up for the other person instead of laying blame to the easiest scapegoat. I was also wrong to think that among extended family there’s suppose to be nothing but love and care for each other but I have come to realize that those in your extended family may be the only ones in your life that hold animosities. (yes that person is related to me)

In the next couple weeks I will be leaving again but this time I’ll be leaving with a feeling of emptiness and sadness. However, I have learned one thing that not everyone deserves a second chance because its as the saying goes, “Hurt me once shame on you, hurt me twice shame on me.”

I hope everyone is having a better ending to Ramadan. Best wishes to all.