This is what happened. I was sitting and talking with someone and the conversation went from one topic to another. We started talking about trust and how relationships are built. Apparently whatever I said this person thought was absolutely beautiful and for the life of me I can't remember what I said.
From what I gather is that I spoke from the heart and I didn't intellectualize things like I normally do. I am surprised and shocked that I can't remember the details of the conversation or what I said. Yes I was exhausted that day because I had only slept 3 hours but why can't I remember??
In general I am a very guarded person. I don't speak about my feelings but try to figure them out on my own (hence the crazy runs). I wish I had a tape in my brain that I could just rewind and hear what I said.