One being is that I need to find my focus again which means I need to find my inner voice again. I don't want to be the kind of person that loses themselves when in a relationship. I don't want to give up on my dreams to goals to be in a relationship. Yes I'm sorry but I want it all a good relationship and remain on the path to achieving my dreams.
This is not to say that the bf was making me choose between him and my dreams but I felt like in a way I would have to give up on some things to make the relationship continue working. So this break is for me to think about things and weigh my priorities.
We've been on our break for about a week or so now and I feel differently. I can actually sleep, I feel like a kid again with endless possibilities and I'm gitty. Is this a sign?