That time again....

It's getting to be that time again when I have to pack and go see the bf...I will say that I'm excited to see him..but not that excited to see certain people...my trip means that I'll be seeing that person again and to be honest I'd rather not...but unfortunately there's no way around it........ugh

It seems like the days are taking forever to pass...and I'll admit that I'm not as excited as usual...I don't know what's wrong but if I could get out of going or if I could go somewhere else (like home) I would go in a heartbeat...is that bad???