I hate it when..

I hate it when your favorite heels are not comfortable anymore. I usually wear heels even though to be honest I don't need it. I'm pretty tall as is but my dressy clothes all need heels so I'm forced to wear them. Today is one of those days when I hate heels. The part I hate the most is that I can't go running today because my heels just killed my feet.

How hard is it to make comfortable heels? If I could combine the support of my running shoes and the sleek look of my heels I would be in heaven.

What to do?

What do you do if someone very dear and close to you gives you advice to do one thing and your gut is telling you to do the opposite?

I would usually just follow my gut but I keep thinking it over. Honestly I would absolutely hate upsetting this person. They mean too much to me.

What to do?

Feeling..........weird

I don't know what's going on but I feel kind of down lately. I come home exhausted and feeling drained and the worst part of all I feel a little grumpy.

More and more I wish I had my own place. I've reached that point where I feel like I need my own place. Don't get my wrong I love my family but I've always been a pretty independent person that likes my space.

I feel like I have so much to get off my chest but when it comes time to talk or to even write my mind draws a blank.

Have you ever?

Last night I had a heart-to-heart with someone very dear and close to me. He shared with me somethings going on in his life and I reassured him that it doesn't change my opinion of him and honestly it doesn't. However, I woke up this morning and replayed the conversation in my head and I feel a little uneasy. It hasn't changed my opinion of him but I feel like I didn't have to know.

Have you ever been in a position where you don't know if you wanted the extra information or not?

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year!! May this year bring everyone happiness, health and prosperity.

I think this year I will do away with making resolutions except one which is living by Mark Twain's quote:

"Sing like no one's listening, love like you've never been hurt, dance like nobody's watching and live like its heaven on earth."

I knew it

I knew that my cloud 9 period would come to an end and that something annoying will happen.

So I decided to tell the bf (yes we're on break) my concerns which includes the following:

1. I don't feel that your siblings (2 older sisters) are in favor of us being together

2. When it comes to any disagreements you are unable to provide support or stay neutral, instead you add to the attack against me. (a wonderful feeling)

3. I don't really want to live in Egypt (I love to visit but not live)

Honesty in this case maybe wasn't the best policy because it unleashed negativity beyond my wildest imagination. So in the end it's over and all I can think to myself is that things happen for a reason and that it wasn't meant to be. He, on the other hand, is insisting on proving that I never loved him (class act).

When did guys become such drama queens???

Cloud 9

I know its been a while..but I've been on cloud 9 lately...it kind of makes me a little nervous because I feel like after a good period something bad usually happens to ruin it... :-/